
Once I joined my department in college, I started feeling like the path of life is already set for me. It always concerned that I can no longer change my lane. Well, honestly, to some extents it’s because I don’t want it to be. I really hated “getting stuck” somewhere, I want to go around and do whatever makes me happy! I wanted to live life to its max. With this in my mind, it bumps me thinking about the will of God. This kept happening until one day, the day I visited the Neonatology Ward. Just by looking, God addressed me to the depth of my heart. I couldn't stop starring at those little amazing creatures! These (the babies) were like half the size of the tiniest baby I could have ever imagined! I remember one, who is lying flat on his bed, enjoying his time in the new world! I went ahead and read psalms 139 that day where David says, you knew me even before I knew myself. God knows his plan for that tiny baby I looked at and his plans are so specific even though, for now, ...